Sunday, 27 November 2016

It ends.

Family.
I am grateful for my Hub ,here we are 33 years on.
My mother in law, my sister Kerry.
AuntyJo and those kids, I love them so effing much it kills.
Nieces and nephews...I am always here, always a phone call away.
Dor- Dor and Aunty Anne
Cousins
My kids.
Bittersweet.
I love you both so much.
My grand boys, I just can't.....it hurts.
Come home.
Others too but this time the black sheep, the devil worshipping outcast is not coming back.
Too many years,tears, lies.
So much heartbreak.
You reach an age when you chose just what family you need.
I love my mother but I don't understand her.
Life is of my choosing.
My black broken heart has had enough of not ever being enough.
Checking out from the duplicity.
Moving on from that false, painful reality.
Enough is enough and I am never, ever enough.
Truth.